the panic

and so i return back to my blog to pour down my thots away.
soo much has happened eva since my last scribble, the Air blue flight 202 crash at the marghala mountains islamabad on 28 July, 2010 that sent soo many people into tears of losing their loved ones, family n friends, the effect of the crash over the moaning people of the country had hardly even subsided and 2nd Aug 2020 MQM's MPA Raza Haider was shot dead, and that sent the public into panic, the pumps shut down, cars got burnt, people got stuck in traffic n it took them hours to go to their home n safe places, the city was tearing down again, its like an on going process, one thing finishes the other starts, n just reat that Bilawal Bhutto is taking official charge of his chairmensip of the PPP on 7th aug 2010.
Anyways so alot has happened in the city and now am just hoping for a smooth walk, coz it keeps gettin bad to worse n from sd to scary.

storage

was closing down my old blog n thott o copy stuff from there to here :D
just for my own storage :D u guyz can choose to ignore it
:P

28th July 09 (12:10 am) DEAD INSIDE
hmmmm So every thing practically sucks. i mean C’mon y am i always expected to be the strong one? i mean hellooo i am only human and tend to feel things then y cant i express them, y aint my feelings understood. do i really have to shout and scream? i realized sumthing very important today, all of a sudden i felt this pain inside, and for long i cudnt understand what it was. and when i did, i cudnt stop crying.
A part of me was clinging on to me hoping i wud retreat it, a part of me was looking up to me wishing for a sign of hope, but my external self had been way too busy to realize any thing at all, untill now, untill it was too late, untill it was beyond repair, untill……I was dead inside…..!

April 15, 2010 at 8:15amREWRITE

okieee so after almost a year well not really… okie a few months i return back to this blog to just write in sumthing with nothig n absolutely nothing in my mind so far …STILL i am bck i dunno y, just felt like typin a lil sumthing that prolly had no meanings to it later on or just wanted to have a lil aimless typng session hehehee
life is just amazing the way it takes turns n where it leads u n where it lands u,we can just neva judge that at the very begining, n in the end it all comes down to the best, all the missin pieces in the puzzles are answered/found and u just stand there amazed at how the life had it all figured out for, n U so like so many more ppl in this world neva really realized it :)
Aaaaaaah life is just amazing n we simply neva stop for even a second to give it a thot or to appreciate wat all lil things it does for us that makes us us ::)

ok enuff written for now lol
Muahahahahaha yes i shall stop beforei go crazy here ;)

State of faceboklessness *CONTINUED*

supposedly our Govt was supposed to take off ban from facebook but as it appears so far i still cant access it without using the cheat ways. now dats just simply insane. i dont see a point of the so called ban when half of the people are already accessing facebook by wateva means. those who didnt want to use it deactivated their accounts themselves, theres no need to treat us like little nursery kids........

*** 7 Hours Later***

Ok so after i whined n all about the govt not liftin the ban n all i got busy with my friend being over to my place n we experiemented on food n stuff fromt hsi new place "room service" n loved the food we had ordered, the light went on usual time n the generator came in action, i started my computer again but coz my firefox automatically restores last opened pages, it did so this time too n guess wat...... Facebook homepage opened without me having to use any other way, LOL i cudnt believe it, it was around 6:30 pm, after the entire day had passed of me cursing the system n stuff, it was finally working yayyyyyyyyyyyyy, makes me think may b our Govt aint as bad n does fulfill certain promises :P

But wat eva, the main thing is that we finally got out of the state of facebooklessness :)
wohooooooooooooo

Cheat ur way in

I have to admit, we all have become terribly addicted to facebook, n for sum of us life without facbook is almost impossible, well we do survive but that sumthing inside keeps pinching coz u have nothing better to do, no games, no socializing no nothing, Facebook is our virtual life that we have gotten used to more then the one we actually live in :) Most of us wake up n are on facebook n update their status to good nyte on facebook before sleeping dats how much we are addicted hehehehe and we are all such genius that nothing n absolutely nothing can stop us, n hence alot of us are back on facebook, how eva we cud, we just cheated our way back to it Teee heeee :P n now i gotta go play sum dishies and give treats to my doggies in farmville :D

State of Facebooklessness (DAY1)

20th May 2010

so i just commented on my friend;s blog n while i did so i realized how funny i sounded so i had to share it on my blog too, also i came up with a new word n that can be seen as the title of this post ... soooo enjoyyy :P

I can soo relate to how the no facebook has n is effecting all of us, i mean it was one source of entertainment, socialization, business promotions and OMG my games, my dogs will die of hunger on farmville, my people will die without food on my tribe n Oh well there goes my dishes in cafe world., i ate a cucumber today, i hate veggies and i ate a cucumber today just coz i wanted to stop eating chewing gum, oooh n i WATCHED my fishies for total TEN minutes, noticed how they gobbled and moved with elegance. downloaded the last bit of grays anatomy n called 4 friends apparently all were busy outdoors ( n dats odd) oooh i also got to play my xbox after i think more then 8 months , but stil i got bored....
n i am soo including this to my blog :P coz i don have any thing new to write in it Teeheeee

Banning FB by PTA

20th May 2010

since yesterday facebook has been banned from Pakistan for an unsaid limit. Dude dats insane, a friend of mind had posted this link to my page, which i cud see from my email,

http://blog.fursid.com/blogged/why-i-will-not-boycott-facebook-on-may-20-2010-how-muslims-should-respond/

it makes no sense n banning a website is not a solution, rather it wll create further more anger n rage in people for gettin into their personal stuff. those who do not wish to use it wil not use it anyways, wats the point, our Govt has nothing better to do then to focus on every god damn thing but on the actual issues. hence they still cannot control target killing, strikes, violence in the city BUT all they can do is to ban a website ? lol people are still loggin in to it so Boooo for poor assessment that our people will stand back. its just insane.Banning any thing or being emotionally challenged is neva a solution for any thing.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/south_asia/8691406.stm

Imagine how many business wud actually go thru a social death....... i am not supporting any thing that has been happening on facebook but boycott aint no solution. n while i sit back n hate facebook for not deleting those events n pages made disrespecting n creating n mockery of muslim's believes, i hope our govt would come up with a better solution for dealing with issues instead of just bycotting, banning or calling off skools for safety, closing down gas pumps on a particular day every week to "SAVE" electricity, closing down shops by 8 pm, or taking large sums of money from people to keep them appearing on legal reports DUH!

We have forever been runnin away from situations that makes us tense, instead we should stand on our place n fight it n not run to the cave every time sumthing happens, is that all we are good for? besides FB is a good channel for using our energy in source of games and others applications all brought to u in one place, unlike our Govt who even cuts down funland n dumps the rides in a near by ground for ppl to usefor what??? "Development" LOL Like we have a million other ways to channelize our energies eh? its us keeping all that within us that we feel soo raged n out of place, n weak, hence when sumthing like this happens we feel scared and threatened and immediately run for an escape।

and Bahaahahaha OMG now our stupid immature grownups who act like lil kids fighting are planning a ping flood on FB to cripple the servers. LOL like will that make any difference rather put Pakistan as a number one black listed county on the default. dats only tells how crippled we are ourselves..... we need things like these to function. PURE IDIOTS, its things like these that actually puts us on the list of STUPIDITY n tells us that We need to grow up, it things like these that tells the world we are easy to mess with coz we are weak n we cant keep our emotions under control, that we start being negative on even a warm breeze in summer, we curse a mosquito and blame every one for wats wrong but ourselves, its things like these that shows us our true colors that how weak we are from inside that we cannot withhold a social responsibility, we loose the ability to think straight any time sumthing happens, like our minds are attached to sum kinnda barometer, n any thing happens, any time the pressure goes beyond 5 our nerves start to twitch n we go in series of seizures. Rather it was better if we were brain dead, if this is wat we do being brain alive!

We are sooo easy to crack... one knock n we are shattered n scattered all over the place. LOL

Aimless scribbles

13th May 2010

so a couple of days have passed by since i started blogging, in between mothers day came n went as well, oh yea by the way H Belated Mothers Day to every one who'z reading this :)
Every day takes a turn, every minute has the ability to form a new shape depending on wat we do n how we do it, i dunno y i am even writing this right now, its just past midnight n am waiting for my hot cocoa to cool down a lil so that i can enjoy it sip by sip before i go off to bed, n just thot to explode with my thoughts. Empty my mind before i hit the sack. so here i am typing away aimlessly, making no sense at al, just a blabber, a lil birdie chattering away. *sigh*
Ok now that my mind is blank, i had actually thot i will write sumthing nice, sumthing meaningful sumthing good, but i just ended up writing crap. Tsk tsk, Aaaaah i just love it at times n already feeling better so yayyy :)

I shall b back soon with more blabbers hopefully a lil more meaningful then this one :)
Laterz

Creating a simple blog

ok so even deciding a name for this blog took a whole dy with the last few hours of me n my friends chuckling away on various possibilities of the names for the blog, n finally the results are in, n so this blog has been created
Tadaaaaaaaaaaa! :)