Exploded Goat

Time for self??

2011-12-06T00:45:00.002+05:00

Have you ever wondered how we get so busy with our daily life that we hardly get time to look after ourselves in literal means? I am talking about taking time for our selves and looking after our skin, or hands or face or even exercise a bit? nah every thing else is much much more important then us. we must do something or another that will definitely be more important:) If we need to fix sum thing at home we will go right ahead to the shop and get it, call the plumber or the electrician and get it done. if we are cooking some thing we will run to make sure we have all the necessary ingredients. but when do we stop to look at ourselves in the mirror closely? If u are reading this i suggest drop every thing right this moment take a break from reading this and look at ur self in the mirror for atleast 2 minutes. notice every inch of ur face, how ur eyes look.. tired? droopy? red? pale? or fresh? see how tiny thin lines for at the end of ur eyes that will one day turn into wrinkles. look at ur nose, its shape and do notice if there are any black heads on it? look at ur lips, are they smiling or sad? chapped or soft and smooth? dark or pinker? even our skin how does it look? fresh? healthy? or on a more closer look do u see some pores. how are ur hair? tired or falling on shoulders? suits ur face cut? a hair cut can make a huge difference in the way you look. Once u notice all this move back little and look at ur self one again. Do u see some thing u like?

If only we take out time for ourselves for 15 mines every day we can achieve much much more. one should always walk. its a very good way to improve blood circulation, takes off tension, relaxes you, improves your breathing and and additional benefit, it burns your calories too. so if not for hours 15 minutes walk each day can do wonders too. Once you are comfortable wid a 15 minutes walk you can increase time to 20 minutes or more too.

I am not big expert on any of this but all this i guess is common sense that we tend to ignore so perfectly. Even though we have the knowledge we do not like to acknowledge it.

So i dunno about who ever is reading this but i am promising my self today that i will give my self atleast 30 minutes each day including the exercise. :))

soooooooooooooooooooooo basically this whole speech was to inspire and motivate my self to pick up my lazy bum and start taking care of my self hehehehe

Thank you for reading every one, writing this really helped me, hope it helps you too in some way or another

The Surprise :)))

2011-11-24T22:33:00.004+05:00

So i return back home after spending a day at my dad's, i enter the room and i see are cloths all overplace the and i thought to my self Oh God these men cant do any thing right, one day am not here n look at what the room turns into. so i complained to my husband and he very casually said yea so just pick the cloths. Making a face to my self i started to fold the cloths one by one n kept them in the closet, as i picked the last of his shirt, i see a laptop bag lying on the sofa... i look on the other side of the sofa and there lies my husbands laptop bag so am like u have two of them? :O He so innocently looked at me n acted all surprised, said omg where did this come from LOL

It took 5 minutes for him to admit he got it for me as an anniversary gift and OMG was i stunned. i started screaming n jumping in excitement and in doing that i even hit my leg to the corner of the bed, down goes the excited girl to the floor crying with pain and still excited for the laptop hahahahhaa

My husband is the sweetest and the most adorable hubby in the whole world, i can neva thank God enough for sending this amazing man to me as my life partner..... *all smiles* Simple things in Life just leave u speechless at times... and for me that moment is right now :)))))))

writing

2011-10-17T01:17:00.002+05:00

Today a friend of mine kinnda convinced me to get back to my writing n poetry, so i ended up making a new page for my poems, since the group will be finished soon by facebook, i copied 3 poems from my group to my page so far n to tell u the truth am loving it, made me realize how easily i used to let out my thots n feelings, words wud shape up my sentiments so beautifuly, dat the expression become a piece of cake, sumthing i need to practice again.
so Overall am feelin good dats y am back to bloggin to, well atleast for the time being, lets see how long i continue this before another long break hehe
take care all
huggggss

The return (Once again)

2011-01-25T17:52:00.002+05:00

Once again after months of rest i return to my blog, open this page thinkin i shall put in sumthing interesting n there comes a writers block! BAM! empty goes my mind like this blank page....... errrr was in here to write sumthing meaningful? or will i go ahead leaving my senseless scribbles once again? hmmm quite a thot eh :P
but then again i return to the same state of mind with so much in it to spill out yet cant make words outta my thots, guess will give my mind a lil more rest or has it rested way to much to get back on the bloggin track. so much has happened between the time of my last blogging n now, for instance i got married... YUP, stop acting like its a shock for u :P it had to happen eh but yes am loving my new life n home n everything around it n in it.
and today i learnt that to say bye in russian for friends u say "Paka" as Dasvidania is more formal way of saying bye.
guess i cud have written much much more but for now i shall return back to my countless game requests on facebook before they clutter on my homepage again:P
shall see u soon this time, till then paka paka :D

the panic

2010-08-03T12:18:00.002+05:00

and so i return back to my blog to pour down my thots away.
soo much has happened eva since my last scribble, the Air blue flight 202 crash at the marghala mountains islamabad on 28 July, 2010 that sent soo many people into tears of losing their loved ones, family n friends, the effect of the crash over the moaning people of the country had hardly even subsided and 2nd Aug 2020 MQM's MPA Raza Haider was shot dead, and that sent the public into panic, the pumps shut down, cars got burnt, people got stuck in traffic n it took them hours to go to their home n safe places, the city was tearing down again, its like an on going process, one thing finishes the other starts, n just reat that Bilawal Bhutto is taking official charge of his chairmensip of the PPP on 7th aug 2010.
Anyways so alot has happened in the city and now am just hoping for a smooth walk, coz it keeps gettin bad to worse n from sd to scary.

storage

2010-06-25T12:23:00.003+05:00

was closing down my old blog n thott o copy stuff from there to here :D
just for my own storage :D u guyz can choose to ignore it
:P

28th July 09 (12:10 am) DEAD INSIDE
hmmmm So every thing practically sucks. i mean C’mon y am i always expected to be the strong one? i mean hellooo i am only human and tend to feel things then y cant i express them, y aint my feelings understood. do i really have to shout and scream? i realized sumthing very important today, all of a sudden i felt this pain inside, and for long i cudnt understand what it was. and when i did, i cudnt stop crying.
A part of me was clinging on to me hoping i wud retreat it, a part of me was looking up to me wishing for a sign of hope, but my external self had been way too busy to realize any thing at all, untill now, untill it was too late, untill it was beyond repair, untill……I was dead inside…..!

April 15, 2010 at 8:15amREWRITE

okieee so after almost a year well not really… okie a few months i return back to this blog to just write in sumthing with nothig n absolutely nothing in my mind so far …STILL i am bck i dunno y, just felt like typin a lil sumthing that prolly had no meanings to it later on or just wanted to have a lil aimless typng session hehehee
life is just amazing the way it takes turns n where it leads u n where it lands u,we can just neva judge that at the very begining, n in the end it all comes down to the best, all the missin pieces in the puzzles are answered/found and u just stand there amazed at how the life had it all figured out for, n U so like so many more ppl in this world neva really realized it :)
Aaaaaaah life is just amazing n we simply neva stop for even a second to give it a thot or to appreciate wat all lil things it does for us that makes us us ::)

ok enuff written for now lol
Muahahahahaha yes i shall stop beforei go crazy here ;)

State of faceboklessness CONTINUED

2010-05-31T13:06:00.003+05:00

supposedly our Govt was supposed to take off ban from facebook but as it appears so far i still cant access it without using the cheat ways. now dats just simply insane. i dont see a point of the so called ban when half of the people are already accessing facebook by wateva means. those who didnt want to use it deactivated their accounts themselves, theres no need to treat us like little nursery kids........

*** 7 Hours Later***

Ok so after i whined n all about the govt not liftin the ban n all i got busy with my friend being over to my place n we experiemented on food n stuff fromt hsi new place "room service" n loved the food we had ordered, the light went on usual time n the generator came in action, i started my computer again but coz my firefox automatically restores last opened pages, it did so this time too n guess wat...... Facebook homepage opened without me having to use any other way, LOL i cudnt believe it, it was around 6:30 pm, after the entire day had passed of me cursing the system n stuff, it was finally working yayyyyyyyyyyyyy, makes me think may b our Govt aint as bad n does fulfill certain promises :P

But wat eva, the main thing is that we finally got out of the state of facebooklessness :)
wohooooooooooooo

Cheat ur way in

2010-05-22T09:21:00.002+05:00

I have to admit, we all have become terribly addicted to facebook, n for sum of us life without facbook is almost impossible, well we do survive but that sumthing inside keeps pinching coz u have nothing better to do, no games, no socializing no nothing, Facebook is our virtual life that we have gotten used to more then the one we actually live in :) Most of us wake up n are on facebook n update their status to good nyte on facebook before sleeping dats how much we are addicted hehehehe and we are all such genius that nothing n absolutely nothing can stop us, n hence alot of us are back on facebook, how eva we cud, we just cheated our way back to it Teee heeee :P n now i gotta go play sum dishies and give treats to my doggies in farmville :D

State of Facebooklessness (DAY1)

2010-05-20T21:08:00.004+05:00

20th May 2010

so i just commented on my friend;s blog n while i did so i realized how funny i sounded so i had to share it on my blog too, also i came up with a new word n that can be seen as the title of this post ... soooo enjoyyy :P

I can soo relate to how the no facebook has n is effecting all of us, i mean it was one source of entertainment, socialization, business promotions and OMG my games, my dogs will die of hunger on farmville, my people will die without food on my tribe n Oh well there goes my dishes in cafe world., i ate a cucumber today, i hate veggies and i ate a cucumber today just coz i wanted to stop eating chewing gum, oooh n i WATCHED my fishies for total TEN minutes, noticed how they gobbled and moved with elegance. downloaded the last bit of grays anatomy n called 4 friends apparently all were busy outdoors ( n dats odd) oooh i also got to play my xbox after i think more then 8 months , but stil i got bored....
n i am soo including this to my blog :P coz i don have any thing new to write in it Teeheeee

Banning FB by PTA

2010-05-20T10:52:00.006+05:00

20th May 2010

since yesterday facebook has been banned from Pakistan for an unsaid limit. Dude dats insane, a friend of mind had posted this link to my page, which i cud see from my email,

http://blog.fursid.com/blogged/why-i-will-not-boycott-facebook-on-may-20-2010-how-muslims-should-respond/

it makes no sense n banning a website is not a solution, rather it wll create further more anger n rage in people for gettin into their personal stuff. those who do not wish to use it wil not use it anyways, wats the point, our Govt has nothing better to do then to focus on every god damn thing but on the actual issues. hence they still cannot control target killing, strikes, violence in the city BUT all they can do is to ban a website ? lol people are still loggin in to it so Boooo for poor assessment that our people will stand back. its just insane.Banning any thing or being emotionally challenged is neva a solution for any thing.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/south_asia/8691406.stm

Imagine how many business wud actually go thru a social death....... i am not supporting any thing that has been happening on facebook but boycott aint no solution. n while i sit back n hate facebook for not deleting those events n pages made disrespecting n creating n mockery of muslim's believes, i hope our govt would come up with a better solution for dealing with issues instead of just bycotting, banning or calling off skools for safety, closing down gas pumps on a particular day every week to "SAVE" electricity, closing down shops by 8 pm, or taking large sums of money from people to keep them appearing on legal reports DUH!

We have forever been runnin away from situations that makes us tense, instead we should stand on our place n fight it n not run to the cave every time sumthing happens, is that all we are good for? besides FB is a good channel for using our energy in source of games and others applications all brought to u in one place, unlike our Govt who even cuts down funland n dumps the rides in a near by ground for ppl to usefor what??? "Development" LOL Like we have a million other ways to channelize our energies eh? its us keeping all that within us that we feel soo raged n out of place, n weak, hence when sumthing like this happens we feel scared and threatened and immediately run for an escape।

and Bahaahahaha OMG now our stupid immature grownups who act like lil kids fighting are planning a ping flood on FB to cripple the servers. LOL like will that make any difference rather put Pakistan as a number one black listed county on the default. dats only tells how crippled we are ourselves..... we need things like these to function. PURE IDIOTS, its things like these that actually puts us on the list of STUPIDITY n tells us that We need to grow up, it things like these that tells the world we are easy to mess with coz we are weak n we cant keep our emotions under control, that we start being negative on even a warm breeze in summer, we curse a mosquito and blame every one for wats wrong but ourselves, its things like these that shows us our true colors that how weak we are from inside that we cannot withhold a social responsibility, we loose the ability to think straight any time sumthing happens, like our minds are attached to sum kinnda barometer, n any thing happens, any time the pressure goes beyond 5 our nerves start to twitch n we go in series of seizures. Rather it was better if we were brain dead, if this is wat we do being brain alive!

We are sooo easy to crack... one knock n we are shattered n scattered all over the place. LOL

Aimless scribbles

2010-05-13T01:29:00.002+05:00

13th May 2010

so a couple of days have passed by since i started blogging, in between mothers day came n went as well, oh yea by the way H Belated Mothers Day to every one who'z reading this :)
Every day takes a turn, every minute has the ability to form a new shape depending on wat we do n how we do it, i dunno y i am even writing this right now, its just past midnight n am waiting for my hot cocoa to cool down a lil so that i can enjoy it sip by sip before i go off to bed, n just thot to explode with my thoughts. Empty my mind before i hit the sack. so here i am typing away aimlessly, making no sense at al, just a blabber, a lil birdie chattering away. *sigh*
Ok now that my mind is blank, i had actually thot i will write sumthing nice, sumthing meaningful sumthing good, but i just ended up writing crap. Tsk tsk, Aaaaah i just love it at times n already feeling better so yayyy :)

I shall b back soon with more blabbers hopefully a lil more meaningful then this one :)
Laterz

Creating a simple blog

2010-05-08T01:36:00.000+05:00

ok so even deciding a name for this blog took a whole dy with the last few hours of me n my friends chuckling away on various possibilities of the names for the blog, n finally the results are in, n so this blog has been created
Tadaaaaaaaaaaa! :)